This is the 3rd version of the first sentence for this particular post. I am trying to find a nice way to start or to even continue with what I am going to say. So I guess I'll go for what I do best: no-nonsense, straight talk.
With that said, let me begin by telling you that I am already letting go of this blog.
Maybe you can imagine how this is really difficult for me, even if we put aside the drama. I've had Rucksack Stories and Taraddidles (the "sister blog") for more than a couple of years already. If I'm recalling it right, I've had them both since 2010. And so it is with a heavy heart that I am about to move out of them.
So why am I doing this? Honestly, I've no idea why. At first, it's because I'm feeling guilty about the lapses in posting. As you can see, the post before this one is dated January of this year. 9 months ago. Taradiddles is even worse. Hence, I kind of thought I would just leave them both and start a new blog--which I have done already, btw.
But these past few weeks, I know I've yet another reason. You see, in my new blog, I have this Throwback Thursday project wherein I post stuff I've done in here and in my other blogs before. And I sort of realized how much emotions and craziness has gone around here. And I want to, well, do away with them already.
In effect, I am saying goodbye to that me who has gone through so much heartache, frustrations, and failures. I am letting go of that little girl who has had so much in her young life that she grew to be as strong as she is now. I like believing that I really have grown. And maybe I am doing this to prove myself right.
So. That's it. This page will still remain open until I find that last shred of courage to actually delete it. Which might never really happen. But I will no longer be posting anything in here.
I now have my new home. If you have the time, maybe you can come out and visit. The new address is: goditchthescene.wordpress.com.
See you around :)
